Love Bites

morning of 2nd november 2006

if you ever get to read this

"i keep wondering how people are different every second.how it just isnt the same after a few words said, why did u change?and if u did, why didnt you inform?
why cant u ever owe the responsibility of the other people who might get hurt by what you say?why is it so much of 'me' always?
i dont know if i am making sense or not .
change is the only constant i agree, but why do you always blame the situations,.......why do you always hurt me and in a minute, very conveniently say sorry.
i know i would never be able to hate you or stop talking to u,maybe you know that as well and thats why i tried my best, but i reallised it today that its just not meant to be......"

and yes

to the thousands of unfinished conversations that you owe me,
to all the moments i dint sleep thinking about you,
to all those memories we had together,
to the whole journey of time from IHC till today,
to all your if's and but's,
to all your moments of weakness,
to all these years that i gave you,
to the explanation you owe me someday in life of why u always have to do this,
to all of u and none of us.


it was magical,
yes it was love...
i wished if i could melt,
yes it was love...
i could see you with closed eyes,
yes it was love...
i smiled for no reason,
yes it was love...
everyone looked like you,
yes it was love...
i could feel you everywhere,
yes it was.......
just that it wasn't meant to be ..........

will miss this part of me always ...bye my love
2nd nov 2006